I’ve just had a minor outpatient surgery on a preauricular cyst inflammation last Tuesday (it’s nothing deadly, btw), which I postponed for two months because I was so scared to go to the doctor. I’ve never been that scared - it’s worse than taking the board exams or even giving birth! I swear I will have to read Harry Potter 7 again because I could not appreciate even Harry’s last battle with Voldemort while waiting for the doctor outside the operating room, well aware that the anesthetic will do little in relieving the pain. When I entered the room, I was asked to lie down. Why? I was only sitting down when the same procedure was done around 20 years ago! Then they started taking blood pressure, checking my pulse, dabbing betadine on a quarter of my head, and covering my upper body; I wanted to back out! It was terrible, no, I was terrible. I was so scared that everything was doubly painful. I’m not sure why I was so scared, though. I know I have high threshold for pain because, when I gave birth, I got through full dilation without anesthetic. I think this fear is something I haven’t really outgrown, but now I can’t expect my mother to tell me everything will be okay. I won’t even try complaining about it and ask for consolation… Ang tanda ko na! hehe Well.. I told Francis about this, and he did tell me "Isipin mo na lang, parang kagat ng langgam lang yan…kagat ng malaking langgam…"
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I won’t be able to go to the beach and enjoy the sun this summer. Of course, I don’t want to expose my cyst to infection! Otherwise, it will be the first post all over again! hehe Claire won’t be able to appreciate the beach, anyway.
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Everything is so expensive these days. Just look at our favorite Jollibee sundae which has increased prices from Php 28 to Php 30 in one week. Imagine how much that increase would be if I am to consume sundae everyday! Assuming there will be a 1 peso increase every month, that would be additional Php 305 hehe nag-compute talaga… Shet sundae pa lang yan. Hay naku, kung kaya ko lang gumawa ng sundae… magtitinda ako!
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I’m so happy today! Obvious ba na petiks ako? =)
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Here’s something to read, sent by a friend through e-mail:
A Donkey Story
One day a farmer’s donkey fell down into a well. The jackass cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn’t worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited his neighbors to come over and help him. They each grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone’s amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer and his neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off!
Life is going to shovel dirt on you, lots of dirt! And sometimes, people would always try to throw their garbage at you to cover their asses! The trick to getting along well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping stone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.
Remember the 5 simple rules to being happy:
1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.
2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happen.
3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less